A few years back when it was my first year in marriage, I discovered that some of my girlfriends watch *cerita biru* with their husbands. So I thought, maybe I should give it a try – you know, just to see what the fuss was all about. Plus maybe it would be good for knowledge, so I thought.
So I tried. OMG. OMG. OMG. I can only watch a few seconds of the story. Well, if you would like call it a story to begin with. It made me sick inside my stomach and felt like vomiting. I myself was shocked with my own reaction coz I thought I will be okay with it. Coz so far I was okay with movies with 18SX label, you know…something like Pretty Woman film, or maybe when Britney kissing Madonna at the MTV award. Well well, I guess it was not the same at all. For me this was really disgusting. It was like watching someone undergone appendix operation in OT table.
I never tell anyone about it. I thought I am weird (coz I knew some girls watch it). Am I that conservative? Is something wrong with me? Until last year a group of girls talked about this and they said they hated it, too. Oh what a relief….at least it’s not only me. Huhu….so I guess I better share it with the girls out there. So if you have that same feeling, we are in the same boat yeah=)
Honestly, I’m not sure what is the rule regarding such things in islam. Well, googling about it won’t help coz something else will appear on the screen. But I do believe looking at too much of that stuff won’t be good for your heart, mind and soul. Plus I think it was seriously misleading. Hello, it is totally unreal. Seriously. So it won’t be good to your relationship as well. Hmm….what do you think?