Monday is especially hard. I will keep on thinking about him.
What is he doing?
Kena selsema ke?
Pyscho tul lah. I wanted to call the daycare to check him but trying to refrain myself. Nanti the teachers ingat aku nie obsessed pulok, sebab memang selalu gak aku call.
Dah lah last night around 3.30am, he woke up several times nangis jerit taktau sakit apa. Cuba pujuk2, gosok2 while hubby recites some ayat sampailah muka dia kepenatan dan tidur on my lap. Kesian. As a consequence pinggang aku nie memang sakit lah dok tidur ribakan dia.
Hubby and I talked about him last night while watching him sleep (he sleeps in between us). Hubby said something like…
“Mesti nanti kita rindu dia bila dia pergi sekolah asrama, kan?”
Well, of course some people say lambat lagik dah pk benda2 camtu. I guess that’s what parents do:- think ahead & worrying…hehe… plus both of us are well aware of how we ourselves behaved masa teenager (rebellious, quiet, silent treatment, etc).
On a different note, I’m still in the process of exporting my old entries (yup farina, I do it one by one). So sambil export tu sambil baca; kekadang rasa geli pun ada baca cerita sendiri hehe…zaman muda lah katakan. There are a lot of experiences I can’t remember anymore so bagus gak lah xtvt meng-eksport nie. To remember how I cherished life around me, once.
I especially love to read the part about those pre-schoolers munchkins ~ how they are so honest and genuine. And reading about my long distance relationship-love story, quite embarrassing gak coz mushy2 kan but it goods to realize that we both were into each other. So much in love.
I hope the love sparks continue forever. Walaupun sekarang nie dah kurang mushy2 entry. I guess some people semakin matured (dengan erti kata lain semakin tua) semakin malu nak pour romantic emotional entries, kot? Hehe poyo…Whatever it is, you know I love you so much abg chik! ;)
Okie…CIAO for now.
**CSI NY season finale agak gempak kali nie! Geram tak tahan nak tau sapa kena tembak so I pun google lah hehe…